I have an uncanny knack of managing to make myself feel under a huge amount of pressure. Take today for instance, Josef has gone out, Felix is asleep, I have some time to myself, but instead of relaxing I have given myself a long list of things I HAVE to do before this evening. Are these the actions of a sane woman, or this something everyone does when they have a bit of free time, well anyone with children, as before I became a mum I would have lay in bed until 12ish, watch a couple of films maybe, done some shopping and generally had a me me me day. Ah what a lovely life and how lucky I was, if only I had known then what I know now I would have stayed in bed for longer!