Countdown

The countdown to great ormond street continues. I'm only spending nearly every waking moment thinking about it, so at least it is not every waking moment! Doctors are waiting to decide whether to have a go at reversing Josef's stoma, and 21st Oct is the first step along that road, with them deciding whether they will go ahead with tests. Part of me hopes yes, and I think more of me hopes no. I am too scared to deal with whatever might come with a reversal, and to enter into the world of hospitals again. But I am sure that is normal.